Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Thirty Flirty and Thriving
Here i sit in the last week of my 20s. I feel like it's a big deal that I'm turning 30 this week. It should be my special celebration, and yet it's the long weekend. Everyone gets to celebrate and have fun. That's not fair. Also, Kyle my number one adoring fan is not going to be here with me. And soon the decade of my 20s will be behind me, and I'm sure there will be times that I wish I was there again, and long to be that young, and alive. So I'm trying to make the most of my last week. I'm not depressed about turning 30. I've made my peace. I think I look good for 30. And I think the things that I learned an accomplished in my 20s are worth celebrating because they brought me to who I am now, and I like me now. I know I have a long ways to go still too. And I look forward to that adventure. Something that I've really been trying to work on is my self esteem. Feeling like I'm worthy of things, and knowing that I'm beautiful and special because I'm me. And accepting that. And feeling comfortable in my own skin. Seriously, why didn't I try that sooner? Why has it taken me almost 30 years to get there? I can do incredible things, and I've had to do some really hard things (especially recently) and I'm still alive. I can feel Heavenly Father shaping me into something wonderful and helping me to be a strong woman. I'm a mother and a wife, and a hair stylist and a soccer player and so many things that make me me, and I want to celebrate!!! So this week, I'm trying to let go, and have fun, and enjoy these moments. It started with a good naked dance session in my bathroom before I had a shower. Because this body isn't going to get any younger... :) Also, isn't this how every day of life should be lived anyway??
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Sarahstottle posted @ 10:43 AM