Thursday, January 15, 2009
IT'S A BOY!!! Well you all already know that I had a boy. Another boy. I'm ok with that. Maybe I'll be the sister who never has girls to make up for Katie practically not having boys. Although, there is still time for Katie to have another boy, I suppose. Anyway, I love boys, they're special and sweet.
I have to say, that I love love LOVE having a newborn!!! I just can't believe how quickly it came and went with Adriel, so I'm trying to drink it in more with Sloan. I love how tiny he is, and his funny expressions, and his soft soft velvety skin. I love how he can't support himself so he's forced to cuddle with me, and how his tiny little body seems to fit in so nicely with mine when I hold him. I love it. Of course there's the challenges of no sleep, and not being able to tend to Adriel's every demand in a timely fashion. And the hormones, and how easy it is to cry, and how my life just seems so overwhelming. Mom was here and she stalked my freezer with meals and kept my house spick and span and helped so much with Adriel. It was soooooo nice to h
ave her help. It was sooooo hard to let her go. I felt really really sad. I didnt even want to go into the room she was staying in because then I'd see her empty bed up against the wall. I went to take the snow flakes down, but I couldnt bare it. I like remembering that my sisters were here and as long as they make me feel happy, or remind me of good times, I'm keeping them. They help me when I miss Mom. Sometimes when I look at one for a long time I can find faces in them. Ok well I need to shower and take advantage of what little time I have. I just thought I'd post some pics. This is my boy, Sloan. Isnt he cute? He has a big nose, I know. At least he's a boy with a big nose.
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