Thursday, April 20, 2006
Time for an update
Its been a long time. I decided today that I really dont like my hair. Its bugging me lately and I just cant handle having ugly hair while my body is growing in size. I mean, it certainly doesnt help the situation. I dont know how to describe it, its like this ball around my head. Where my head is round, my hair follows the shape, accentuating roundness. And it's too flat and body-less. I feel like because Im bigger, my hair should be too. While in the bank and seeing myself on the security camera ( I NEVER look good for those by the way) I was reminded of Laura's words. They rang true for me then- my head resembling a quarter on a ham. Ha ha ha.
My back is killing me today and I have no idea why. It just aches constantly.
Easter was fun. The twins and Laura being here, hiding chocolate for kyle with really dumb clues that I made up, spending time with the fam. I liked it. One of the better easters I've had. Kyle didnt realize I was doing something for him, so while I was at work, he went out and bought me way more chocolate than I bought him and put together a hunt for me. It was sweet of him, although I definitely didnt need all that chocolate- I was just going to eat his with him, and we could have used that money for something else. Oh well.
Temple tomorrow!!! Well we leave tomorrow, and go on Saturday, but whatever. Im excited. I know that I really really need to go, especially while Im childless because I wont have another opportunity for a long time. I wish I lived near a temple. That would be so nice. I would go all the time. I'd be a pro.
My baby had the hiccups the other morning. It was really cool, but bad timing as it was quite early in the morning, and Kyle wasnt there to feel it. Everyday Im in awe that there is actually a live human growing inside of me, and its going to be mine, and I get to be the favourite. FINALLY!!! I hope it looks like Kyle. Its getting to be more real to me, that its coming out soon, that Im going to have to give birth, that Im going to have something so precious and little to love and take care of, that my life wont ever be the same. Lots of emotions, and I wont say that fear isnt one of them. Labour? Yikes. Having someone totally depend on me? Ahhh! I have a hard enough time staying on top of things as it is now- with wifely duties. Will I ever be as good as mom? Mom is one amazing woman.
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Sarahstottle posted @ 8:08 PM