Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Is it better for one's pooh to float or plummet?
Just a deep thought for you all to consider. If anyone knows the answer, feel free to impart. I havent written in a while. I feel I have missed so much and dont know where to start. So Ill just write what I feel like and if its random and there's no flow, too bad. Speaking of Aunt flow- sure dont miss her!
I had a dream a few nights ago, and in that dream, Bethany had decided to bleach her hair, by herself. It looked terrible. The roots were really really bright and then throughout the strands, where there had been previous colours it was orange and blotchy and all uneven. It was a mess, and I felt so pained that she had just gone ahead and done this. I asked her why she did it, and didnt even tell me she was thinking of doing it, or asked me to do it. She said she wanted to be really blonde. I explained that it could have been done without bleaching her whole head, that I could have done it with a lot of foils and it would be more even and less of a shock when you look at her. She just shrugged and said "well, you never offered" (The twins are sort of funny about getting me to do their hair, they seem think all they need to do is tell me that they need it done, and the rest is up to me, you know, instead of actually taking the intiative to set something up. It'll be like "Sarah, I need my hair done" followed by a look that says to me "what are you going to do about it" Not that they're trying to give me this impression, its just funny. Anyway, I think these feelings were coming out in my dream) I was so frusterated by the way Bethany shrugged it off and acted as though it were partly my fault, and the misunderstanding of it all was that I would have loved to do her hair, and especially save her from the yucky orangey impulse decision she had made, if she had only asked me, and not expected me to just know. So that's my dream. I miss the bethany and amy, which could also have something to do with it.
Kathy Trajan is in town. She's only here for a week, and mostl likely wont be back until Christmas because her summer is really busy with school. She was my haircut model last night and it was fun. I gave her a really cute haircut wich I think i might like for myself. I love learning new haircuts. Mind you, our hair is very different from one another's so I dont know if it would be cute on me. Afterward we walked to earls and shared a salad. It was the Santa Fe salad (I think) It had advacados, beans, corn, feta cheese and this peanut vinegarette. An unsualy combonation, but soo soo yummy. Then Tamara joined us for dessert. We shared the sticky chocolate toffee pudding cake. One of the best desserts I've had. It was fun to catch up and visit and just be girls. Im so grateful for my friends. Most of them dont live here anymore and I miss them. We got a lot of attention for different waiters. They kept coming to the table and offering to take a picture of the three of us, or offering us free stuff, or asking what kind of music we wanted to listen to. Apparently you get better service when you're with two cute girls. Kathy and I are going to spend some more time together today. I need to get all the time I can. She's such a good friend to me, and i love how when we're together its as though nothing has changed since highschool and we laugh and are silly. Friends are great.
Last week I got a lovely precious package from Karen. She sent me all of her cute maternity clothes. It was a never ending pile of cute items. Thanks so much again Karen! So in the meantime, I have been trying them out and enjoying them thoroughly. As shallow as it sounds, cute clothes make me feel better, and its nice to put something on that is supposed to suit my expanding tummy. It's lifted my spirits. I need to get some pictures up on here. I'll see what I can do.
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Sarahstottle posted @ 12:32 PM