Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Gloomy
Yes, my title goes from getting excited to gloomy. I mean, why is it so easy to go from a high to a low? I just woke up feeling sad today. Sad that Kyle was gone again, sad that it was raining and dark, sad that my vacation is over (not that it was a vacation- it was only two days off)
Now Im at mom and dads doing desparate laundry and dreading going home to be alone. Not that it makes much difference, Im alone here too. The house is dark and empty. Not to sound dramatic, but sometimes I just feel like I dont have a purpose.
I worked a long day at work today, which was fine, for money purposes and also, it took my mind off my gloom. I started at 9:45- I never start that early, and was steadily busy until 6:30-ish.
The anniversary was really fun. Our bed and breakfast hosts were really nice and friendly. They're from Hungary. The lady loved to entertain us and tell us stories and plan all the things we should do. We ended up doing a little shopping, going to the waterslides, watching batman begins at the paramount theatre downtown (kyle is so go-go-go we filled up all the time) I was quite proud of myself because I found my directed Kyle (by pure instinct) from downtown to metrotown. Thats quite the accomplishment for me because I have always felt overhwhelmed by the vastness of the mainland. It also felt good to realize that I knew downtown better than Kyle, and he would ask me where to go and stuff. Made me feel important.
Im bored.
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Sarahstottle posted @ 6:56 PM