Wednesday, January 12, 2005
My Name is Sarah-Lynn
Sometimes its hard for me to come to grips with the fact that my name has a lynn attached to it- thats my name. Its weird for me because no one calls me that. I've never been Sarah-Lynn. I suppose its similar to Katie having the name Katherine- a pretty name, yet I cant picture her a Katherine, she's Katie (which is a nice name too mind you). Well I decided today that Kaitlyn is named after me too. After all theres no Lynn in Katie's name, but there is in mine. Im taking the credit. Speaking of Kaitlyn I sent her the hot pink puffy jacket she wanted me to get for her. I decided to send it by bus because I thought it would be cheaper than post and get there faster. It was a really light jacket. But no, it cost me 14.oo! Not fair. Oh well, of course its sort of my own fault because once learning that I could have been like, nevermind, Ill just send it by post. However, I am gutless, I have a hard time standing up for myself, or even just talking to people, I dont know whats wrong with me. I mean, what would have been scary about that? Nothing. But, I had already gone all the way there, and I just wanted to send it, and I had to pick Kyle up at school in 10 minutes. Yesterday I was six minutes late and he was all worried about me. Thought I might have had an accident in the snow. (really I think he was worried about our car) Come to think of it, he was quite often 7 or more minutes late picking me up from school, did I get all worked up about it? No. He's so paranoid that Im going to turn into his mother and make him wait his whole life.
We finally went grocery shopping tonight. We ran into Evan and Esther and Tanis and her Dad. It was a little reunion of a sort. I dont know what we were reuniting, but anyway it was a reunion ok? Evan and Esther were torn apart about deciding on a snack to buy. Esther wanted to usual- nuts or old dutch barbecue chips. Evan wanted crispers, or two bite brownies that sort of thing. I was with Evan on that one. I dont really care for barbecue chips though so that might be why. They ended up compromising on that one.
Today at school I cut a lot of hair. I did an older gentleman in the mornin time. During lunch I cut a fellow classmates hair. Her name is Julie, and it was quite cute I might add. It made me want to cut mine all off. Well, not all off, but something needs to be done about it. In the afternoon I had an interesting lady, and older lady who is currently a student in the creative writing program thing. After her I had a tall and quite handsome guy who was a student in the tourism program and originally from Switzerland. I have a problem cutting younger guy's hair. Its an issue. My hands get really cold, and shaky and I cut myself sometimes. I dont know what to talk about, I cant flirt (even if it wasnt against the rules, I cant) Its weird for me to touch them- their faces, hold their ears down- its all SO AWKWARD for me! I dont know what my problem is- its like a switch was hit when I got married or something. Who knows. Anyway, after him Linda my instructor asked me to cut the back of her hair. So I did that also. I felt all cut out, like if another person were to ask me to cut their hair, I wouldnt want to put effort in it, i'd just make a mess.
Anyway Im tired time for bed.
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Sarahstottle posted @ 10:16 PM